There has been no one else I have wanted to be with more than him.
The last MONTH of activity...
Russia fucked me for 3 hours...again. The only excitement we have together. He is unbearably boring yet incredibly intelligent. On paper he is everything, in person, he is as fun as a trip to the gyno. (you get your kitty touched, but not as you had hoped)
Dommed a tatted bitch from Boston. Spanked him for hours into the morning. His penis was microscopic and he didn't deserve to have intercourse with me...or anyone for that matter.
A nerdy sub/dom from Tinder--He is incredibly refreshing. He is in an open relationship so no matter what, he won't be mine....but I like him. Not like HIM, but I like. He eats my pussy like a champ and his kisses are panty wetting. The dick isn't bad either. He's my new side boo.
Met up with Asian Douche who for a year, put off our meet up. SOOOOOO many convos, good and bitchy. Only 1.5 hrs away. After a concert in his area, he reached out (how did he know I was there??) and I said come to see me or leave me alone. He came, we kissed, he sucked nipple, begged to finger (after concert puss? No) and we talked for a few hours. It was great...then the next week he ignores me after we plan to FINALLY get together for a whole day. I sent him a series of pics that categorize his true essence. (SEE BELOW)
Now...Here we are, LONGING FOR HIM AGAIN. He is so done with me. Does he hate me??
OHH so the guy I was in "love" with last year resurfaced. He was amazing, a gentleman and renewed my thought that I COULD find a man who WILL treat me well. Despite his ghosting, I loved everything about us. Although, I didn't feel like myself with him. I felt too nice, like I was trying not to run him off. He started as a curious submissive. He was 7 years younger and his tongue was AMAZINGGGG!!! He made me believe, I could love again.
He found me on kik...I don't know how. On all social media I make it so you cannot find me by my number or email. This is the 3rd time he tried to return (last ghosting was a week before my birthday SEVEN MONTHS AGO!)
I entertained the idea...He said he got off work in 1.5 hrs, and 2 hours later he said he was still at work and didn't want me to think he changed his mind. DONE. I won't wait for any man anymore, unless you have proven worthy. He is now BLOCKED. I wonder if he will return...He must have deleted my number. GOOD, you vile gorgeous human being! He's sooo sexy but I can't. I won't be a secondary thought. I want someone who wants to hold on to me and never let go, fight to hold me, long to be near me, long to be used by me in every way.
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